Tony's words gave me goosebumps. I couldn't hear them - but I felt their existence, a comforting weight - because of the beautiful way you wrote them.

I know I can say this to you so I will - I have contemplated the jump, ideated it. Life felt like a punishment, death like its only possible release. Thankfully, it's in my past. I'm glad you thought about your future. And that you're here - of course, what would we do without you? This was a heart-wrenching read and simultaneously life-affirming.