Again, the structure - I feel like I'm in the vortex.

Been here before. I'm not great at small talk, but in comparison actual conversations are terrifying.

Am I real? Are they? Am I embarrassing myself? Promising more than I can give?

The 'out of body' experience (for me) can be both a good thing and a bad thing. Certainly helps the writing.

This was incredible. Beautiful and rare. I'm in awe.